Demons of Fame
this is what I`m here for
this is what I live for
this is what you paid for
and I have gone through the pain for
all the years that I spent
sitting in my room
writing all these tunes
I never knew I could be better than you
and you knew
that I was in here alone
how could you be so cold
just walk by not even making a call
on the phone
you must have thought that I was giving it up
well I`m not
I`m never giving up the only fucking thing that I`ve got
I sold my soul to the demons of fame
I sold my happiness
I sold my pain
I feel so empty now
I feel so betrayed
I`ve lost my everything it`s time to get paid!
Dramacore
so suicide is out of fashion
and manson lost his fucking balls
Trent has found a happy place now
where the hell am I to fall?
when I`m depressed and fucking bored
and all I get is fashion whores
your EBM just makes me want to puke...
why don`t you dance some more!
I know you feel the way I do
I know you see the things I do
I know you`re sick and tired
I`m here to rescue you
"I`m here to fuck your lover
I`m here to fuck your god
I`m your new filthy rockstar
fuck yeah - I´ve got it all!"
Dance for me...
Pikachu Warriors
Welcome all you boys and girls and join the army of the new scum
We`ve got all kind of bastards -fake heroes, imaginary friends
since nothing`s sacred anymore, I don`t see why you should pretend
turn off your righteous ego stand and have some fun before the END
-We are the freaks we`re here to entertain you
-We are the scum we are pikachu warriors
We are the users and the whores
we are consumers and we`re bored
nothing excites us anymore - even the drugs have lost it
Go to work or go to school
the tv tells us what to do
well I don`t listen anymore
I got my own show now (c`mon!)
Is this a nightmare or a dream
It looks so wrong but feels so real
there`s nowhere else I`d rather be
these little freaks all stare at me
So what If I`m a bit insane
I`m gonna kill you all the same
pikachu power bring the pain
only the freaks remain
They`re here to save me from myself
with tails and paws and pointy ears
they got my back when I fight through
this world of lies ,greed and deceit
I never thought that I could lead
the hordes of yellow warriors
yes we`re the baddest motherfuckers
we`re pikachu warriors
All The Kings Drugs
Stitches here and stitches there
broken pieces everywhere
someone`s going through a mess
trying to find a little head
there are fingers on the ground
and a heart that`s broken Down
she keeps grabbing round and round
but all the pieces can`t be found
all the kings drugs
this doll she has no face
so she cannot find her place
she`s been searching full of sorrow
and of guilt and of disgrace
and she cannot hide her shame
for the rest - they look the same
and keep telling her she`s different
so she has to be insane
she keeps going through her mind
trying to find a place to hide
all her cries have been denied
the world is gone she`s left behind
now there`s noone she can call
and there`s nowhere left to fall
so she`s aiming at her heart
cus noone wants a broken doll
now,
all the kings drugs
and all the kings men
cannot put this broken doll
together again
Conveniently Confused
You’re such a mess
And you adore it
In such a stress
The way you want it
I must confess
It’s little scary
You look so wreckless But your
posture shows you’re weary
I know you hate your conscience
You can’t let go of my hand
Each time you fall to pieces
You know ex-act-ly where to land
Your face is made of plastic
And so are all your dreams
You’re everywhere I look now GOD
You’re like a fucking disease
And in a way
I can relate to
'cause every day
I had to fight through
your little games
will soon be over
you're such a star now but
tomorrow you'll be sober...
I know you hate your conscience
You can’t let go of my hand
Each time you fall to pieces
You know ex-act-ly where to land
Your face is made of plastic
And so are all your dreams
You’re everywhere I look now GOD
You’re like a fucking disease
One day I'll leave you to bleed
and then you'll know how I feel
your pain and your misery
is just another bloody sunday for me
How could I let the worst of you
get the best of me
I fail to see
You're Not Good Enough To Be My Enemy
This world keeps leeching me
I can't sleep and
I can't breathe
I can't believe
how much you've violated me
I let you in and you've been
eating up all that I used to feel
and all I'm left with are your
shit and bitemarks
that will never heal
I want to SCREAM you out of me
BLEED you out of me
tell me what you got from me?
was it worth your fucking trouble?
do you feel content and fucking HAPPY
after everything you've done
give me atleast some closure
TELL ME THAT I TASTED GOOD
I want to SCREAM you out of me
BLEED you out of me
take your shit and fucking leave!
you're not worth my fucking trouble!
All the time I've wasted on excuses
dressing up to make you proud
I'm not a part of you
you're a part of me
And I don't need to prove a thing!
I'm sick of wasting time and all my energy on
keeping you alive while you keep killing me!
I'm sick of wasting time and all my energy
'cause you're not good enough to be my enemy.
I’d love to come and play with you
But you’re not worth the scars
If you weren’t so predictable
I think that I could never get this far
Dramajunkie
Let`s sing about heartbreak and blood
and how we`re hated by god
let`s sing about drugs and Jesus Christ
and living in a world that we despise
let`s sing about misery
depression and anxiety
let`s sing about hate towards
ouselves and our society
you`re so special and so free
dwelling on my misery
you`re soiling everything you see
it doesn`t matter to me
cuz you`re my puppet that I feed
all the drama that you need
you look so special and so clean
but feel so dirty and so fucking obscene
You never feel the way I feel
you never see the things I see
you never bleed the way I bleed
you fucking dramajunkie
You never feel the way I feel
you never see the things I see
You`re all so dead and broken
why don`t I just cry my eyes out
Please don`t do it
please don`t hurt yourself
I`m so sorry I don`t understand
You must have a bag of worries
you must have a mountain worth of pain
that`s been eating you up from the inside
so you tried to kill yourself today...
fuck that just stop your bitchin
for all your shit there`s only you to blame
You never feel the way I feel
you never see the things I see
you never bleed the way I bleed
you fucking dramajunkie
You never feel the way I feel
you never see the things I see
You`re all so dead and broken
why don`t I just cry my eyes out
You never feel the way I feel
<why don`t you let me hold that razor>
you never see the things I see
<why don`t you let me point that rifle>
you never bleed the way I bleed
<why don`t you let me do it for you>
you fucking dramajunkie
You never feel the way I feel
<why don`t you let me carve you open>
you never see the things I see
<why don`t you let me pull that trigger>
you never bleed the way I bleed
<I`ll make you all so dead and broken>
see if I can cry my eyes out
Sacrifice
I pull myself together just to live another day
I'm writing songs but I got absolutely nothing to say
I wish you felt the way I feel my whole life passing me by
it feels so wrong and so unfair and I can't figure out why
I'm here for you and I know you have always been there for me
we've been to places so disturbing that they shouldn't be real
but in the end I'm standing next to you and what do I see
my only friend is just a specular reflection of me
If that's the truth that I've been looking for my whole life
If that's the answer to the greatest question out there
then I'm never gonna sacrifice myself to this world
no, I'm never gonna sacrifice myself to this life you've written me
I pull myself together just to live another day
I'm writing songs but I got absolutely nothing to say
I wish you felt the way I feel my whole life passing me by
it feels so wrong and so unfair and I can't figure out why
everytime I look outside I see you killing yourself
I'm out of pity and compassion, man I'd do it myself
I see your smiles are hiding more than you would like to admit
and it's ok I understand - it's cuz you're all full of shit.
If that's the truth that I've been looking for my whole life
If that's the answer to the greatest question out there
then I'm never gonna sacrifice myself to this world
no, I'm never gonna sacrifice myself to this life you've written me
Leftovers
I`m awake..
Another day another dissapointment my way
trying to figure out another stupid reason to stay
and deal with YOUR world and YOUR problems
I don`t need this any more than you
I don`t need this - NO
Give me back MY life and MY freedom
<give me back what`s mine>
give me back MY dreams and MY reasons
<give me back it`s time>
I`ve been running in circles for too long, man
FUCK your confusion
I`ll take back what`s MINE!
Yeah, you're right,
I shouldn't complain cuz I got
EVERYTHING I need, man
you must be insane
IN THIS LIFE
I'm supposed to be another fuckin slave
to your reality
IT'S KILLING ME
I need a fucking CHANGE, man
FUCK YOU
fuck you and everything that you stand for
FUCK ME
If I should ever let you ride on me again
FUCK THIS WORLD
just because it's all I really have to say
since it really doesn't matter what I think anyway (right?)
You told me
There'll always be another day
I just know
There has to be another way
I can't keep
on pretending like you're NOT inSANE
I've been here for WAY too long
to throw it all aWAY!
(thow it all a way!)
I
JUST
WANT
WHAT
YOU
CANT
GIVE
ME!
Nothing
I got absolutely nothing to say to you.
Gone
After all the running that I've done
I found myself where I begun
After all the searching that I've done
I've lost much more than I ever won
I've been trying to find my way -
looking for reasons every single day instead of
pushing through -
I'm stuck here without you out of
Life and out of mind without a
fucking clue...
And you don't see me anymore
you don't hear me anymore
noone knows me anymore
and I'm not worried
anymore
what if I just take the blame
make you smile for one more day
what if I don't play your game
in the end it would be all the same to you
I think I'm better but
that's not true -
I'm a waste of good canvas just like
you and I don't need your pity I need a
reason why
all your beautiful lies make us so dead inside.
So In Love
I see people lovin sex
I see people lovin drugs
I see people lovin rock'n roll
and people loving guns
I see people lovin fortune
I see people lovin fame
and some people love to cheat
so they could win their little games
I see people love to fuck you up
some people love to lie
some people love to hurt you
and some love to see you die
Everyone is so in love today
(So in love)
I hope your love just let's me live another day
Everybody's so in Love today
(and so am I)
my heart's so full of love that I could fucking DIE
The birds do it and
the bees do it
but human fucking beings just
seem to screw it
I love the pain
I love the game
I love this fucking DRAMA